Earlier today, after accomplishing the first song I managed to memorize on my guitar in it's entirety, I got an idea. I'm going to post in this blog, along with the occasional video(inevitably, while the subject is music), marking my progress in music. Keep in mind I am not musically inclined. I haven't had any experience; I'll have to learn from the beginning to become accustomed to it. I also want to encourage others to acknowledge the potentials within them. If I can take action, you can too. The trick is not to get discouraged. This goes with any subject, not just music.
Currently, I'm in college. A late start for music. When I meet a very talented person they usually mention having played/sang since a wee child, and I began to feel it's too late for me.. But not today! With the opportunities college offers, I am taking charge of things. Right now I am in Beg. Voice and Guitar. I also took 3 private violin classes last year but with the lack of funds they had to cease.. I am definitely taking it the next semester it's available though. It is my instrument of choice. All my life whenever I would see/hear a violin I'd ache for longing. But for now I can only play the basics(twinkle twinkle, jingle bells, MacDonald, a scale..).
As for the videos, most of them will only be visible to people who friend me on youtube. Most likely these will be the singing videos. Understandably, since singing is one of the most personal things someone can do. Some MIGHT be public, but to be safe please add me: http://www.youtube.com/user/Kristoevie
There are three main reasons why I developed an interest in pursuing music: 1. The possibility for expression is nearly endless. If we are unable to find the particular words that are profound enough to express what is moving within us, we might find it in the right coordination of notes. I never know the right words, so I am looking to my musical growth for the right tools. 2. Music therapy. I have been on SSRI medications before, and although they worked, I didn't see any capacity for personal growth. Why not try something different that will change my life in a positive way AND help me reach self-actualization? (Please understand that I am not telling you "Pills are bad, mmkay~" and to completely avoid taking them. I just think that they should be used more as a little boost rather than the solution. But of course only when it's completely necessary to take them). Rather than suppress, I want a catharsis in a meaningful and controlled way that will also take me to other places. I want to open myself up more, discover things, and build myself up as a person in an honest way. 3. This one is actually one of the reasons why I'm pursuing this blog. I don't want to only encourage others, but I also need to encourage myself. It's so easy to feel discouraged.. And sometimes I do. This blog is a promise to myself that I will continue.
So I am going to do this. I'm going to note my progress. Share my concerns and accomplishments, and I implore you to do something of your own. Even if you think it impossible the actual truth is that if you devote just a little of your time everyday to something it will change your world. Positive thinking, perseverance, and patience is key. At some point you will surprise yourself. I 100% believe that. I am not musically inclined, but I plan to be. I dictate my life and that is my decision.
More later.
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